today went home for tuition sians afta walkin from the bridge my head n heart was like terrible one beating so hard one so pain gosh den took a nap afta tat tuition came sians listening to her at least time passed fast den afta tat just realize got missed call so call pearlyn back den later she ask me go pp saw charmain,chaiming,nicole chong in the bus den later go wif them go find pearlyn sia la before tat buy bubble tea saw kendra,pris den go wif them afta goin to find pearlyn den hais!!! den afta sat dare walk around den went to hotshot ask derrick help me do survey STUPID LINKEN write rubbish on the paper kanin na den later smmore drop my pen went back macs dare den kendra n prisi go home left me chaiming charmain den later wanna go buy bubbletea sia la pearlyn ask me help her take care shop den got china lady buy ji bye lahs den i dare stunned tio den i say wait for a while den got another guy give me the note liaos scary sia i see the machine i look at the pple lim pei blur sia.. den afta walk walk walk charm n chai need to go home i go meet derrick den go inside walk n walk in the end oso go back rahs.. i hate myself seriously i tink im suffering from depression i carn believed i can fall for u once again damn it..curse myself to death can hais why carn u transfer to be him ARGGGHHHH! seeing u holding hands means my heart being stabbed I HATE YOU-yet i love u